Today I spent the WHOLE DAY (we left at 6:00 am and did not get back until 7:00 pm) in Charlotte at a SendOutCards Treat Em Right Seminar. It was AMAZING! The whole day I was around people with similar goals and a passion for this company. I'm so excited about it and my gut feeling that this was a company with a genuine heart of gold was reaffirmed!
But...13 hours was a LONG time to go without seeing my baby! I missed him so much! Daddy did incredibly well. He fed him as he was supposed to, changed his diaper as he was supposed to, played with him, did some physical therapy, bathed him, and I finally got to give him a bottle this evening!
I felt so bad that I didn't get to be near him all day and now I have a cold! My throat is killing me, I can't breath through my and I'm worn slap out! I am terrified that I am going to make my baby sick as Lee was sick last week and now I have it! And of course, this is when I get super guilty and ridiculous about "Oh, if I could only breastfeed he would be protected...blah, blah, blah."
Sigh.
I am glad that Lee did get a day with the baby. He really enjoyed it while simultaneously realizing that you can't get a lot done around the house with baby boo boo now very close to crawling! It's good for Daddy's to have some time, I feel.
What do you all think?
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